tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57466562011-09-20T01:46:18.765+08:00yixinyixinlovestigger.yixinnoreply@blogger.comBlogger2221100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-20527973842637921452010-12-22T15:17:00.003+08:002010-12-22T15:33:40.207+08:00well, i know i'm not meant to be dwelling in the past. and to be honest, i haven't been doing that. everytime i sulk on the fact that i'm away from home, from family, from people i care for the most, i start beating myself up about it and telling myself never to go back to where i was when i cried most nights into my pillow just so i could be with people who love me and i love them back. i felt yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-18369991645326109922009-03-27T14:58:00.002+08:002009-03-27T15:21:19.806+08:00ganbatte~i should not worry about being less-cared for or less important. i'm the most important princess in His eyes and what I need is already mine. His inheritance is more than sufficient in my lifetime and I am given with what I can handle, No worries dear Yixin.I can be generous and not Need to be stingy already. Stop worrying Yixin!and i should stay out of your life, who you need is not me.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-25544817637878800022009-01-28T19:10:00.002+08:002009-01-28T19:12:19.211+08:00i hate you. i really do. i really really do hate you now. you've been such a jerk. i hate you.and to top it off. i can't forget you've called me a bitch. i hate you, superjerk.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-18267262698064324032009-01-07T19:44:00.002+08:002009-01-07T19:55:43.743+08:00yayyyyyyyyyyyyy i'm back at my blog! :D and i've just caught 一支梅! oh this is an excellent series with an excellent plot, definitely deserve every bit of compliment! awesome actor who is cute, 'long' but not boring not long-winded series. very touching too! good plot because ending is so not common and storyline is not like the usual korean drama kind. overall; 150/100! :Pyeah. i've decided to yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-80916536200999028322008-12-13T15:35:00.003+08:002008-12-13T15:43:24.954+08:00i really was hoping you would come by, with a surprise or not, to come accompany me as i study. it's so painful having to study by myself in my holidays, and i was really hoping. i know i was being selfish. i know you wanted to spend time with brother. i just had this bugging feeling that something somewhere was a lie. why is this feeling so strong? unless it's real? i know i'm being foolish yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-60713331088356367562008-11-25T01:19:00.002+08:002008-11-25T01:23:36.684+08:00yeh maybe. just maybe. it'll be better if you hate me this way.maybe i won't allow myself to indulge in this temptation anymore.maybe i won't get to enjoy talking to you anymore.maybe i have hurt you.maybe my negligence have caused you more heartache.maybe me avoiding you is going to make me feel worse.but maybe you'll be able to find someone better. someone who'd be there for you when you need yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-53130647167159897452008-11-11T22:54:00.003+08:002008-11-12T05:34:08.701+08:00really don't know what to do Lord. help me.i know it's inappropriate to think about this right now. especially when it has totally nothing to do with my top priority, other than the fact it Might be part of my future but yeah, just a little while will do.do all guys do this? feel bored at army and only cos they want someone to talk to they can say they like someone when they actually don't even yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-67243752791083009542008-11-04T14:41:00.004+08:002008-11-04T15:36:49.928+08:00omg i just realised i wasted like one day of my studying time brooding over nothing what an idiot. see lah assume somemore lah. people counting down to get pay and hanging out with good friends have nothing to do with his fb status and omg, it was really for fun. i'm really correct. ._. even he said i know him the best. alah. see lah. but already decided not to be together ever again why does yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-40693099284649877752008-11-01T22:00:00.003+08:002008-11-01T22:02:17.205+08:00SLAP YOUR FACE! how could you be soooooo insensitive. how could you be so ignorant. i knew you 'd knew. i just knew you knew what's wrong. i just knew.i feeeeeeeeel so down to the pits.that all you could ever do to/for me right? to make me feel depressed. i hate to be missing you but i can't say.it's okay. i won't ever talk to you again anyway.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-61664386447736641962008-11-01T19:57:00.000+08:002008-11-01T19:58:24.264+08:00I FEEL LIKE I JUST WANT TO CRY OUT LOUD.i feel like a total idiot.FUCK IT.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-25986033995475794222008-11-01T15:19:00.002+08:002008-11-01T15:29:22.535+08:00my heart is so disobedient. Daddy help me. this is killing me i'm so out of focus. i want to love i want to hate i want to love and i want to hate. but i can't not love. but i can't hate. that leaves me with love? or just longing?i wanna ignore him forever.i wanna let go.i don't wanna think about him.i don't want my heart beating crazily over him.i don't wanna dream of him.i don't wanna be yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-31824359971614848332008-10-30T21:29:00.002+08:002008-10-30T21:52:29.920+08:00oh so what. now you rship alr so no more msges lah? not that i wanted any from you. you think you can just use me when you need someone for company and for a listening ear (even though i'd admit i'm not excellent at that) and you can just find someone else and suddenly nothing lor. stupid lah you. you wanted this to happen. you wanted to let go of him and let him find from his 'greener pastures' yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-91924243257979069162008-10-29T08:26:00.005+08:002008-10-29T08:36:36.860+08:00i'll have to let this go once and for all.fantacising like this is foolish and time-wasting. yes. You are time wasting.i can't believe i trusted in you time and time again. i can't believe i gave my time and energy up for such an annoying fool. O: things in common? wishful thinking. there never was a time when i can tell you things truly from within. and i don't think you listen with your yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-72023618173710848712008-07-12T01:13:00.006+08:002008-07-12T01:55:13.463+08:00been played?!if i were playing, would i have made it hard for myself and break up with you completely after your birthday when i could've saved the trouble at all!? do you think i would've baked you a cake?! would i have bought you gift and ended up comtemplating if they were inappropriate for friend and for leading you on and making your army life even harder!? do you think it wasn't painful at yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-62271841636916305122008-05-12T22:33:00.003+08:002008-05-12T22:49:27.938+08:00when a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.when a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.when a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.when a GIRL answers " i'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.when a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.when a GIRL lays on your chest .yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-67895477439103871172008-05-04T23:25:00.003+08:002008-05-04T23:27:51.849+08:00yes i'm moving again.. should i tell you?am i allowed to?damn this is -yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-19384216549193378722008-05-04T22:54:00.001+08:002008-05-04T23:23:12.297+08:00i thought i should hide from youi love you, still.i miss you, still.there is not one moment you've left my heart or my soul, or my mind.i really hope not to have done this. but it's irreversible.and i can't reply. no i really can't.WHATTHEHELL. i miss you. damn badly.i wanna save us from fighting again.i want you to move on to a good life with someone you'll respect and adore.you are there, i am yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-20736643436324037222008-04-08T20:42:00.007+08:002008-04-08T21:53:54.778+08:00WOW i haven't used my blog for very long! it's a good thing so no one would come and view what i'll have to rant!I WANT AND I DON'T LIKE TO SHARE.I THOUGHT I COULD ENJOY BY MYSELFJUST LIKE HOW I GAVE MY ALL TO YOU ALONE.why why why is it like that..do you hear my heart saying she's jealous?you demand my attention and don't like to share..it's same with me here okay.i gave you favor because i wantyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-9871195207227753552007-05-07T21:05:00.000+08:002007-05-07T21:10:39.104+08:00OKAY LAH. i think alot of people know already so i'll just tell you guys.helovehislamb.livejournal.comyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-8672102273972890322007-03-09T14:22:00.000+08:002007-03-10T00:24:30.345+08:00MOVED(:talk to me online (if i am) and i will give you my new one if i intend to!you know who i wont give to! >/yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1169303830776146782007-01-20T22:34:00.000+08:002007-03-09T14:25:23.939+08:00yeah sorry to those who just got the news. but everytime i wanna break the news it was so hard. and everyone seems to be too busy to hear me say it too. i just had no heart to break the atmosphere. yeah so.here are the details:leaving singapore on the 25th jan 2007. thursday.2+++pmmore update to be up soon.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1169132693052216032007-01-18T22:57:00.000+08:002007-01-18T23:04:53.070+08:00hmm. this way of blogging is so leh chek! hmmm. im like taking sucha long time to blog just because im waiting for the blog to load half the time. ooohmygoodness. this is not good. i need to be wise and save time. probably youre right cousin! and friend! i should move soon! (: yeah. im wisening up :D wheee.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1168597093797192122007-01-12T18:02:00.000+08:002007-01-12T18:18:15.856+08:00so the sky cleared and the rain stopped.yet, another cloud is here to fall.this decision of minehad gone through serious thinking.respect me for i had not been rash,nor had i been reckless.im sorry my tone got out of hand.and my temper,worse to speak.i couldnt take your despise as they are.i wouldnt let you view me as useless.nope.i dont want.not a single bit from you, especially.being stubborn,yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1167484380913655792006-12-30T20:20:00.000+08:002006-12-30T21:13:01.023+08:00love is patient,love is kind.1 corinthians 13:4Jesus, is this what im getting?i want to believe so,an unselfish love.a love that considers each and everyone around them.not one that makes one more superior than the other to appeal more.not one that degrade a brother to win.a love that spares a thought for others around them other than for the couple itself only.because the ones affected would notyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1167153786992415772006-12-27T01:11:00.000+08:002006-12-27T01:29:41.440+08:00okay. so after dinner at mos burger with me having clam chowder soup and unagi rice burger while wanling had minestrone soup with mos chicken, we went to wash our hands. spastically.yixin: eh, your money on the table.wanling: eh eh. your camera and phone. on the table!yixin: OH YAH HOR!!![yixin chiongs back. laughing spastically. and reddened :/] WAHA!wanling was thirsty so we went off for some yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1167148471810713232006-12-26T23:52:00.000+08:002006-12-27T01:31:43.876+08:00'271206the best company in my wrld :Dloviness.flushing madly. when i see you. (:zoomed in.caught with hungry tummy. ha ha.and ive finished eating (:loveyou.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1167147332379539672006-12-26T22:39:00.001+08:002006-12-26T23:35:32.383+08:00what a sucky day leading to a hilarious end.died laughing-FIRST.i woke up feeling lousy.not knowing what to do for that day.when im at the com i feel like studying.when im studying i feel like using the com.when im back at the com im just staring into the screen for dont know how long.lunch time. lormee with mom.not bad. i became her mom.she kept going to the com to play her online games and i yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1166164089912893652006-12-15T14:27:00.000+08:002006-12-15T14:28:09.913+08:00oohsunny day :Dyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1165980046206709012006-12-13T10:50:00.000+08:002006-12-13T11:20:46.220+08:00more from charisooh love (:always love to hear from charisregarding time.compared to my friends i don't spend as much time in my work cos i'm doing things in the house of God or taking my lunch with my cg friends talking about God. and to the human mind that means that my work won't be as well done as theirs.but in God's thinking, He's blessing my time with my friends as we talk about the things yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1165977974147560562006-12-13T10:37:00.001+08:002006-12-13T10:49:11.033+08:00read this from Charis's blog. ooh.reminder for me!let's talk about tithing.it feels crazy. to give 10 percent of your money to God. if you earn $3000, that's $300! imagine the number of things i can buy!! and in the natural it feels like you're minus-ing.but God says if you give me 10 percent, test me (God) in this (let me prove it to you!) - that I (God) will pour down blessings that you cannot yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1165632690211517472006-12-09T08:45:00.000+08:002006-12-09T10:54:14.830+08:00hey shawn. there... this is my love (:i look like a guy right? haha.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1165624429602346602006-12-09T08:30:00.000+08:002006-12-09T08:33:49.613+08:00God who gives the increase.give thanks (:yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1165575254135272432006-12-08T18:40:00.000+08:002006-12-08T19:38:31.370+08:00 i love you.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1165375389854949442006-12-06T11:04:00.000+08:002006-12-06T11:38:10.936+08:00at perth : totally in love with my new purple basketball :Dsee how happy we are with the basketball?? :Dwe exchanged it with tokens won at the arcade ((:yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1165240350063785642006-12-04T21:49:00.000+08:002006-12-04T21:55:45.980+08:00my life is being sucked out by you. i hate you! i never felt any worse with any friend. i tried to tolerate time and again. its just not possible for me to try to be nice when i know i dont want to. its just too hypocritical. and i cant stop hating you more and more ): even though i dont want to. :/ i feel like crying lah. you hurt me too badly. and i just didnt say. BAHH! i want to bite you off yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1164554218667856462006-11-26T23:15:00.000+08:002006-11-26T23:16:58.676+08:00i wanna be the very bestlike no one ever was...POKEMONGOTTA CATCH 'EM ALL.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1164550168923935132006-11-26T22:01:00.000+08:002006-11-26T22:23:13.126+08:00im a blackanese.hahahaOBS was fun fun. but i was slack slack!i love my group and its called amundsen.i appreciate that we had chewyien as our "pretty" instructorhaha. kidding.she's attractive as she is. the way she is.msia trip tml.oh.how i wish i didnt sign up now.though i wanna go badly too.i have no time to study! to catch up!so many events.i really wanna settle down....ohwells.distractions yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1163661152968733572006-11-16T15:06:00.000+08:002006-11-16T15:12:32.980+08:00left behind...it just sucks.im not trying to attract attentionBUT HOW CAN ANYONE BE HAPPY HAVING TO RETAIN.just like grading...i need time to face reality.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1163005954160252172006-11-09T01:11:00.001+08:002006-11-09T01:12:55.636+08:00nothing is toughwith Jesus aroundyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1162906901676882332006-11-07T21:22:00.000+08:002006-11-07T21:41:41.686+08:00surprise surprisesleeping at 430am and waking up at 7amim still standing strong! :Dtoday's pw meeting went exceptionally well ^^,the best ive been tothough as usual we cant contact hwee pengwe made remarkable improvement!we found out what was wrong with our powerpointsomething always seemed to be missing from our powerpointbut we never could figure out what it wasohwells, actually i pointed out yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1162844134006076662006-11-07T04:12:00.000+08:002006-11-07T04:15:34.016+08:00 magical moment hey.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1162768540929716962006-11-06T07:14:00.000+08:002006-11-06T07:15:40.930+08:00limitations to everything.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1162768436893623152006-11-06T07:07:00.000+08:002006-11-06T07:13:56.896+08:00i dont wanna be sad anymore (: (:i dont want self-pity anymorei dont want to cause people to worry for me anymorei dont want to be a weakling anymorei wanna be strongi wanna be reliablei wanna be hardworkingi wanna be a friendDaddy's precious daughter.the energy to sustain.is from you.happy yixin.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1162729343050223152006-11-05T20:04:00.000+08:002006-11-05T21:08:16.433+08:00wow. its been such a long time. gosh. promo was a disappointment. tkd was a disappointment. chinese was a disappointment. everything seems to be getting out of my control. and its really driving me crazy. i cant seem to hide my emotions as well as i used to. i really feel very discouraged. very tired. how can i tolerate any longer... 14th nov. Jesus, please rekindle the hope. ohwells. stay as yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1161862673224118422006-10-26T19:28:00.000+08:002006-10-26T19:44:17.126+08:00i cant be too nicei cant avoidi only cant vent my fustrations elsewherei can only forget my troubles thennow i cantnow its wrong tooso, what can i dowhat should i do.yeah yeahOBSJesus is so gooda year of dreams fulfilledthough i didnt do as expectedits not too late to start afreshi just have to stop giving myself excuses that theres still alot of timei just have to stop giving in to peer yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1161726532007823722006-10-25T05:47:00.000+08:002006-10-25T05:48:52.020+08:00i see gracesealed by your sacrificei see lovereaching for meprecious bloodwashes and santifieshealing flowswashes me cleani see graceyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1161492108920219702006-10-22T12:39:00.000+08:002006-10-22T12:41:48.930+08:00at the cross i bow my kneeswhere your blood was shed for methere's no greater love than thisyou tore the veilyou made a waywhen you said that it is doneyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1161439543019262752006-10-21T21:39:00.000+08:002006-10-21T22:05:43.030+08:00hurt, torn and disturbed.you did it and you better not regret.wheeeee! change of plans lah omgosh.mommy seem to be more relenting.maybe if i did well in my promos, i shall try to persuade her to let me stay in singaporeJesus, this is your plans for me.great plans sealed in Your name.to stay or to go. anyway im blessed.so i shall not worry!feeling troubled but i cant say it.i feel suffocated.in yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1161238551622904322006-10-19T13:44:00.000+08:002006-10-19T14:17:23.930+08:00ive been thinking.what will life be like after ive gone to aus.what will school be like?what if i dont dare to socialise?what if yixin is not yixin anymore.hmmm.i'll miss pjcTKD not pjc.i'll miss tkd trainings on wed, fri, and sat.i'll not be able to go science centre to do cip.i'll miss my class.and i'll never get to go on class outing unless i come back just in time :/i'll miss bickering with yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1160278154979539902006-10-08T11:24:00.000+08:002006-10-08T11:29:14.990+08:00the haze is so bad and i have to tolerate with the smoke youre contributing.cant you be more considerate?! is smoking that pleasurable and addictive you cant even control yourself?you dont care about yourself care about your kids can.passive smoking is like dont know how many times more harmful than directing smoking lah!OHMYGOODNESS "/plus its like super ex to get a box of cigarettes lah. cant yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1160220381417988482006-10-07T19:24:00.000+08:002006-10-07T19:26:21.426+08:00just wanna say a simple thank you to you.it was enjoyable.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1160054651440114292006-10-05T21:18:00.000+08:002006-10-05T23:17:53.820+08:00HYPE IS BORNED TODAY '051006 1217hrsof course there's sihui, yiling, yixin, peizhen, minyi! (:WE"LL HYPE YOU UP! hah.ultimate coolness.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1160054231195937762006-10-05T21:06:00.000+08:002006-10-05T21:18:17.600+08:00ARIES MARCH 21 to APRIL 20Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1159792949360753412006-10-02T20:40:00.000+08:002006-10-02T20:43:24.396+08:00i wanted to wait till after promos.this had to happen.totallyslutish//letshateme.thanks wanling.iloveyouso. (:yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1159786106685990792006-10-02T18:47:00.000+08:002006-10-02T20:37:06.026+08:00i cant! i cant!its just too selfish!stop it ]"utterly miserableyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1159691188475734622006-10-01T16:22:00.000+08:002006-10-02T20:39:36.013+08:00C.你是屬於草香形象你擁有非常堅強的意志，不依賴他人，給人獨來獨往的印象。你擁有旺盛的好奇心與豐富的感受性，是個過著知性生活的現代人。驟看下你是個自命清高，不好相處的人，但是一旦跟你交談後，就知道你很好相處，等到交情加深之後，就更知道你其實擁有很爽快的個性。你所擁有的中性化魅力，讓你不論在男性團體或女性團體都大受歡迎，不過你不喜歡讓人看到你脆弱的一面。你外表上看來也許很冷靜，但實際上卻是熱情如火。能夠知道你真正本性的人，才能夠跟你天長地久地交往下去。hmm. maybe maybe not.i shall learn my guitar. yes i shall.grant my departurewith no hard feelingsbut i rather it soyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1159442912925144352006-09-28T19:25:00.000+08:002006-10-02T19:22:34.616+08:00you came for meto give to memore than a lifea life more abundantlyyou died for meyou love me so,Jesus.im back Jesus,back in your arms.wo xiang qiao qiao de li kai,bu xing ma?yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1159273517326129832006-09-26T20:19:00.000+08:002006-09-26T20:27:05.673+08:00THANKS WANLING FOR THIS EMAILJesus changed my life.so can He change yours.You know sometimes when you are in a hurry,you don't have time to reademails that friends and familyand to you, so you just close it and thinkto yourself that you will read them later, but then you never get around toit? Read this email. Don't close. I don't care if you forward it on ordelete it afterwards - just read yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1159081614031564022006-09-24T14:55:00.000+08:002006-09-24T15:06:54.040+08:00im going aus and malaysia this holiday! fun :Dbut i may stay at aus for good now. oh... mixed feelings.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1158673970116062272006-09-19T21:50:00.000+08:002006-09-19T21:56:19.176+08:00alright, after venting my anger. i still had some left but whatever. it shall all be washed away and be forgotten cos i have grown. i dont want to be the yixin i used to be. the one who wallows in self pity so STAND TALL YIXIN!yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1157458953787026902006-09-05T20:20:00.000+08:002006-09-05T20:22:33.800+08:00http://www.flickr.com/photos/lovestained/217554308/i love this picture of us.AHGONG, may this picture always remind us of the times we spent with you and the time you bonded this phay clan.restinpeace andmay you not suffer anymore. (:love you a million ah gong. this entry is dedicated to you...yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1157367578853671162006-09-04T18:36:00.000+08:002006-09-06T00:09:27.836+08:00how i really wish that coach stanley is still around. how i wish i'll never have to face this departure and its all a dream. who came up with the "brillant" idea of having LIYANYAN. you seriously have no brains lah. i dont care how youre gonna take it. how come this part of the year everyone is departing. how come i have to take it lightly and pretend i dont care. even though im happy for them yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1151059298119163242006-06-23T18:38:00.000+08:002006-06-23T18:41:38.130+08:00NONE OF YIXIN ALL OF JESUS :Dyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1149833804566298512006-06-09T13:55:00.000+08:002006-06-09T14:16:44.646+08:00oh mannfever of 38.5 to 38.6. this is killer. i cant even cough cos my ab is like super super sore now ): so many medicine to take. its finally time for me to rest lah. the never-dying energizer needs recharge now :/doctor said im in too much sun... but i only went east coast to bike and that is like so little sun cos it still rained. then he said im involved in too much vigorous activities... yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1149546183466409362006-06-06T05:53:00.000+08:002006-06-06T06:23:03.650+08:00a fine day for a fine outing? definitely.yesterday was our very own taekwondo outing and it was so fun!too bad for those who didnt make it! (:ok we'll organise another one the next time k! :Dthough something happened to me and im still trying to hide from my mom....it definitely was really enjoyable and the company was great.especially thankful that celine came with us and im sorry for wanting toyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1148995428954674012006-05-30T21:23:00.000+08:002006-06-04T09:29:11.973+08:00YAY. new blog skin. lovin it.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1146881236426496962006-05-06T08:52:00.000+08:002006-09-04T19:07:30.576+08:00o gosh! its been so super long since i last blogged. the last time when i wanted to blog, halfway through my com hang... i had a really really long update on the most juicy stuff... but cant remember now. you know... short term memory sinking in as usual.. so when the com resume.. i seriously cant remember a thing i was mentioning. so i decided to wait and the day has finally come! yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1142227453942920342006-03-13T13:08:00.000+08:002006-03-13T13:24:13.983+08:00hmmmim actually quite happy when i stepped into pioneer. though it doesnt feel as warm as sa, i think i wont mind being there. i quite like it here just that travelling to pioneer would really be loooooong! i got a combi that's H2 chem math econs and H1 geog(i appealed for H2 geog and H1 econs instead so waiting for results) which im not satisfied cos i wanted to take bio, but because i dropped yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1140805190196473002006-02-25T02:17:00.000+08:002006-02-25T02:19:50.206+08:00all rmps p6 graduating batch of 2001 under the guidance of mrs som, check this out. our very own most recent outing!http://photobucket.com/albums/v243/acidslug/rmps/yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1138682652891201182006-01-31T12:19:00.000+08:002006-01-31T12:44:12.950+08:00a cripple sponsoring the town dancea sack lunch satisfying five thousand tummiesa grave; guarded by soldiers, sealed by a rock, yet vacated by a three-days-dead man.a just-God Jesus could make us but not understand us.a just-man Jesus could love us but never save us.BUT a God-man Jesus?near enough to touch, strong enough to trust, a next door SAVIOUR.the reward of christianity is CHRIST.not the yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1132228197608126472005-11-17T19:45:00.000+08:002005-11-17T19:49:57.616+08:00when the pathway seems long,when the temptation is strong,when your strength is almost gone,it's time to look to Daddy God :DHe's the stronghold.. your strength..yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1130672063637443582005-10-30T18:41:00.000+08:002005-10-30T19:34:23.653+08:00; when youre hungry, you eat; when youre thirsty, you drink; when you need a miracle, you believe; when you need to believe, hear the word of the Christ (:- listen for faith not for information.dont look for signs to believe, look for the sign of the cross.yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1126178340370349032005-09-08T18:33:00.000+08:002005-09-08T19:19:00.406+08:00aww this morning's dim sum is so filled with laughter and Godly friends (:i just simply laughed my intestines out hahaactaully when im on my way on 124, denise loh already asked to meet up first and we go together. ha ha she's so funny ! something really weird happened to her on the bus. GOD BLESS YOU woman ! at least you didnt find out in front of everyone else (:anyway, met tcher joy, charrisa yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1125880254904461992005-09-05T08:24:00.001+08:002005-09-05T08:39:10.673+08:00ha ha ! i studied ! (:i just want to thank charis and denise and bryan for helping me find my love in studying (:i also want to thank zelanie for studying with me, giving me the opportunity to get such a good space for studying.and also notes given by these darlings (:lynn kok for always bringing this little smile on my face :Dwanling for tolerating me when im always talking when we were supposedyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1125196790316103372005-08-28T10:39:00.000+08:002005-08-28T10:39:50.323+08:00#i love my new DARE TEE and my DARE CAP*yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1125194461912849032005-08-28T09:27:00.000+08:002005-08-28T10:01:01.923+08:00introducing our heavenly FatherGod is not distant and angry as many of the renaissance paintings portrayed Him, but is loving, kind and gentle. in fact, He is the nicest person in the universe.God has been misrepresented to usover the centuries there have been many misconceptions about God and His true nature. He has been misrepresented to us by legalistic religious leaders and angry earthly yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1124894276003674532005-08-24T22:23:00.000+08:002005-08-25T20:11:28.260+08:00http://fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.htmlcheck this out to be loved touched by the true love that really touched me, which is the hardest for anyone to do so but He still did it. He's able to touch me deep deep in my heart. try it anyways peeps, no harm (:CHECK IT OUT NOW ! (" get immersed in the tremendous true love that no one could ever give..anyway this is dedicated to jeslin ! haha. yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1119609656823785992005-06-24T18:36:00.000+08:002005-06-24T18:40:56.823+08:00my dear sexy PILLAY !*sexy neh neh...hahahai cant say too :x so now i have nothing to blog about you i only can say we are the hot sexy neh nehs (:and your sis is the sexy neh. hahok la. blogged alrd.. see ya ! :pyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1119599034403959492005-06-24T15:36:00.000+08:002005-06-24T23:10:46.826+08:00back from adventure camp ! (: CHARLIE WARRIORS*sweet camp ! yay (:cheryl yiting heidi are nice ppl did i say ? hahatiffany ! shhh you cannot say ah ! haha.and her brillant split sis krystal (: sexy nehhaha !PILLAY ! dean is a funny guy and terrance is still finding a chance to tease me :p pierson cant stop calling me hi sec 2 ): my xiao di ! little boy !bryan ! tian xia wu di psst ! hahahaha. andyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1119116981124838122005-06-19T01:46:00.000+08:002005-06-19T01:49:41.130+08:00omgoodness ! this is actually said by a p2 kid.." real teamwork and friendship is to leave no man behind !" ((:im so proud of you, you child of God (:haha ((: 1 day to ADVENTURE CAMP !(:yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1119064465415635142005-06-18T11:12:00.000+08:002005-06-18T11:14:25.416+08:00one night a man had a dream. he dreamed that he was walking along the beach with the LORD. across the sky flashed scenes from his life. for each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. when the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. he noticed that many times along the path of his life yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1119064033992020792005-06-18T11:02:00.000+08:002005-06-18T11:07:13.996+08:00jesus walks on the seaimmediately Jesus made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, while He sent the multitudes away. and when He had sent the multitudes away, He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray. now when evening came, He was alone there. but the boat was now in the middle of the sea, tossed by the waves, for the wind was contrary. now in the fourth watchyixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1119062105486853032005-06-18T01:34:00.000+08:002005-06-18T10:35:05.540+08:00(: i just got a new hair-do again !went with wanling for trinity's youth conference.conference was great !!God has other plans for me ! that's why it doesnt matter if my wishes and hopes didnt come true.. (: better plans for me ! a brighter future.. (:praise and worship there was wonderful too ! there's a female drummer oh yes ! ((:pretty o pretty !lilian came over and meet us at great world and yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1118815975961714702005-06-15T14:07:00.000+08:002005-06-15T14:13:56.676+08:00went swimming with my mom yesterday, safra looks really empty. probably its because its early morning. anyway, i just want to say, I MISS TCHER ISSAC !haha and yes he's coming on sat !! yay (: he told me be there or be square.. oh he's a funny chap. ((: finally we'll see him again ! (: HAHA.my mommy just brought me to paint my toenails (: pretty brown. my favourite colour too !ahh. i seriously yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1118656106483290262005-06-13T17:29:00.000+08:002005-06-15T14:20:57.370+08:00hah went out with tu and her friend samantha (: today. was really enjoyable.. sorry darlink, if i hadnt been so sick and not feeling too well i wldnt have gone off.. sorry !! ):hang out again some other time yes ?oh how i just love my lil pretty pair of shorts (:thanks soph for helping me choose ! there is still no news.no news.. ):i miss going to church.i wanna go church..i cant wait for camp !!yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1118569650841678192005-06-12T17:11:00.000+08:002005-06-12T20:01:40.426+08:00i have uploaded pictures that i took before the cam died on me cos of the sudden weather changes.. that's what i think happened i guess.. wha wasted so much time... ): please look below and see how troubled i am alrd.. i only have 2 weeks to complete all... :/ ?!amathstys:-differentiation - pg 104 [qn 49, 54-55, 57, 63]- pg 112 [qn 14-15, 20-21]- pg 117 [qn 16-17, 21-22]- pg 121 [qn 23, 27, 29-35yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1118501619867593342005-06-11T22:33:00.000+08:002005-06-12T08:41:45.720+08:00one wayjesusyoure the only one that i could live for !you are the waythe truth and the lighti live by faith and not by sight for you,im livin' all for you*there is none like you..no one else can touch my heart like you do..i could search for all eternity loong,and find,there is none like you*ive just tried for the sound and video ministry tday..i guess my next aspiration is to be a wedding yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1118325266515170082005-06-09T21:52:00.000+08:002005-06-09T21:54:26.523+08:00Letting GoJenny was a bright-eyed, pretty five-year-old girl. One day when she and her mother were checking out at the grocery store, Jenny saw a plastic pearl necklace priced at $2.50. How she wanted that necklace and when she asked her mother if she would buy it for her, her mother said, "Well, it is a pretty necklace, but it costs an awful lot of money. I'll tell you what.I'll buy you the yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1118275472975408562005-06-09T07:49:00.000+08:002005-06-09T20:43:09.043+08:00oh my how wonderful can japan be !i simply loove them ! and dont wanna return.. hahakoheikohei ! anyways i just realised timpani can be really nice and wonderful ! i felt so much of an accomplishment when mrs chua said i didnt go outta tune during the concert there at japan ! im like known to be tone deaf la. so this is so wonderful ! whahaha. plus i tune by ear cos on the concert day i had t go yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1116766361272724932005-05-22T19:55:00.000+08:002005-05-22T20:52:41.306+08:00oh yes ! (: i got my lovely new earpiece ! red !* wanling likes it too ! she wanna save for it too ! finally i feel tht i have a taste thts not so bad aftall ! (: haha oh oh and when we went church tday the bus uncle was so nice tday. t think wanling and i ran from 2nd level of tower four just t catch the shutter bus. and i just realised i had lost my image right there too haha. run like crazy yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1116040538598692132005-05-14T11:15:00.001+08:002005-05-14T11:15:38.600+08:00the new one ? haha im crazy with this blogger bot thing (: yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1116040508086200362005-05-14T11:15:00.000+08:002005-05-14T11:15:08.086+08:00the initial one /: yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1116039321588227492005-05-14T10:55:00.001+08:002005-05-14T10:55:21.593+08:00im a percussionist*# yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1116039304913149142005-05-14T10:55:00.000+08:002005-05-14T10:55:04.920+08:00drummie* yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1116039287829351642005-05-14T10:54:00.001+08:002005-05-14T10:54:47.836+08:00drummie* yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1116039267039544782005-05-14T10:54:00.000+08:002005-05-14T10:54:27.043+08:00cymbals are the things tht brings colours t musik ! yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1114431363785079152005-04-25T20:15:00.000+08:002005-04-25T20:16:03.786+08:00thanks grace ! (: but i gues i'll have t wait awile longer. cos now im also not very ready. i see how kayy (: i'll consult u if i have problems ! (:yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1114308002389052622005-04-24T09:54:00.000+08:002005-04-24T10:00:02.393+08:00A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists.""Why do you say that?" asked the customer."Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1114000242852547912005-04-20T20:28:00.000+08:002005-04-24T10:00:41.530+08:00oh yay ! i uploaded my pictures. haha. finally i had the time ! (:yixinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5746656.post-1113921939766929692005-04-19T22:43:00.000+08:002005-04-24T10:01:02.653+08:00due t stupid reasons. the comp is dwn yet agn.. so i shall tag here !anyway. the comp is so lousy i shall spend sat at dexter's doing up my blog and hmwk.aw shuck. theres so much t catch up ! im such a lazy person !aww. azura u sweet lil thing ! (: smiles widely at u ! rmbr when u come back must visit me first hor ! (: thanks eileen ! aww yixin loves yous ! (:yixinnoreply@blogger.com